I just read my archives over at my old tumblr site and they just hurt so much.
Then I realized I don't like the past, at all. (Keep on going girl, I know you can)

I miss Bb, for once. :|
Don't miss the chances life is giving you to spend with the people you love..
Remember that in this life, there are no rewinds.

Remember it deep in your heart, Leyi. You know how it feels..
Don't let the feeling of regret haunt you back again.

Meeting sweetie @ 9pm later (K)
Swim, swim!

Supposed to watch All well ends well yesterday with Bb and Vincent, but due to baby's scammed info from Cathay site, we've wasted a trip down to town. Went over to Bb's house to acc him for awhile before heading back home for bed! :)

You once said loving her soul and sacrificing for her were all serious, what about now?
I doubt so.

Hi, currently at Bb's house. Woke up not long. Damn bored. Bibi doesn't want to come out and accompany me, hai so naughty. Whata do?

Gym + swimming tmr + friday!

I like the song 他的风筝 esp its chorus part alot. A meaningful love song and lyrics! Can't stop playing the song, so touching. :(

Finally had my hair done!
+ got my navel pierced back! (Y)

Met Peipei & Ahzhen ystd. Able to control myself with shopping but still spend around 200+. Hai, I really really needa control my spending srsly! Met the dolphin girls at Bugis, miss everyone of them! Like Lydia, Steph, etc. All my fav working colleagues (L) Oh ya, saw Shirley too. But sad thing is she's no longer working thr, sigh. People come, people goes. That's life I guess.

Met King @ Steamboat place at Havelock road. Had company dinner/meeting. And yes, I'll be going back to help King. And nope, it's not the old whales. :)

Met Bb & Vincent after dinner, fetched love from her house and to beach. Her idea, and yes she's like a girl without childhood, lol. Playing with the catching bear machine, caught a Metoyou bear with rose. Damn cute! Chilled nearby and headed back to Bb's place around 6 in the morning. Damn tired.

And I'm tired nowwww, but still have to wait for him to come over to fetch me over to his place. Ah, I'm like falling asleep!!

Love is like playing mind games

Good evening earthlings!
Just reached home not long from baby's house. Supposed to do hair today but yeah expected, kept lazing on bed and there, time flies. I knew it would happen so, I've decided to stay at home today and wake up early tmr. Town tmr with babes! Hehe, means shopping I suppose? Spend around 100+ over on the net yesterday while I'm alone at Bb's house, too bored ha. Can't wait for the items! Hope the items will arrive to sg asap :) Hehe.


Watched Wolfman few days ago with Bb, Sz, Pei, Vincent, Adrian and their friend @ Iluma. I thought it WOULD be a nice gruesome show, but indeed, a nc16 movie won't be as exciting as a m18 as usual. Don't really like it. Actually the story is quite similar to the 2 movies I used to watch with Peipei in the past, I forget which.

I wanna watch All well ends well & 72 tenants of prosperity! :(

Eek, Im hungry. Dinner soon.

Say hi to my cutie Bibi,

What's love?

Love is 'bout giving someone the ability to break your heart, but trusting him/her not to.
But I don't like heartbreaks. They're so painful.
I've this habit of backing off once I feel any pain inside. I'm weird, no? Or running away from situation? Hmm..

I think I'm emo. Isit cause my period is coming or something? Ha, maybe. Don't mind me being emo in facebook and blog yeah. (force a smile out!)

Meeting sweetie later to 1st Tattoo to see my handsome artist, Anthony! Aha joking, she needa do her touch up so yeap. Guess we'll be staying out late or smth. Gonna tahan till tmr morning to get things done.

Will update tmr with more picts, heh seeya peeps. Miss me not :-*

Fuck you leyi, fuck you

I don't like the feelings I'm feeling now. I don't like the pain I had previously that is coming back again. No, this has nothing to do with Bb. It's my fault, all my fault. I can't help it. Why am I taking so much time this time? I'm not like this. Me, Leyi, is not like that. I'm strong. I can forget things easily. Yes. Where's the old me? The one who used to be strong and all?

Ha, I didn't expect such things would happen to me, yes to me, Leyi. Joke. Fuck you leyi, wake the fucking idea up please. What fuck are you thinking? Why can't you fucking get over it up till now? Fuck you, please wake up.

So what if he's the first one who tore your heart apart? So what? Everyone has his and her first time and you're just having your first. Don't think bout people in your past anymore, cus' there will always be a reason why they didn't make it to your future. Get over it, Leyi. I know you can. Stand up from where you fell and fucking move on. And you should too, thank him for giving you a lesson for not taking people seriously in the past, and to let you have a taste of your own medicine.

Yes, that's right. Thanks for changing me and made me cast all my bad habits/temper/attitude/selfishness away. I'm glad to know that I'm treating my current bf better than how I used to treat all the previous guys. And I'm glad that he's different from all the others.

And I'm sorry baby, I know the same old problem has surfaced again. But I felt so much better after saying everything out. I don't like the pain lingering inside me and I can't tell you how I feel. You might not seen what and who I was in the past. But I'm no longer strong enough to put on a brave front like how I am in the past. I tried to swallow the pain and feelings, but I can't help but tears just flowed down after sending the last sms to you. But baby, get this in your head. I'll do what I say; which is to get over things asap and to continue this journey, with you.

Trust me, I will. I don't wanna see you, or both of us being unhappy inside just because I'm the one who's causing problems everytime.. sorry.

.. and this is what I wanna reply after you replied me last night.

Bibi!

Few days ago, boyfriend told me he'll get me a valentines present that no one has given me before. But in my head I knew it must be some common gift, how could I not receive before?

So like yesterday, he said he would surprised me with the gift. Got up his car, and he asked me to turn away so I wouldn't see what he was holding. And to my surprise it was a Guinea pig which I've long wanted to get! Though I told him I would've no reaction like looking touched or happy, but I really appreciate the effort he took to get what I like/want. Thanks Bb, love you :-*


Her name is Bibi. Hehehe. So cute.
And baby said her hair machiam using Gatsby to style. Lol!

Happy valentines (F)

to all out there. Hope you guys have fun with your love ones at this very special day :)

& Im meeting bf in less than an hours' time xx.

PS to SZ: Yeah Imma big L, see I told you :(

Supposed to go back sec sch ytd with clique, but all were sleeping/busy! So slept for an hour before meeting Ahpei @ Lavender to get things done and did hair there. And I guess I'll be re-bonding my hair real soon. After cny, most probably. :) Daryl came, and we left to Bdm, our fav old eating place. Miss the food there! :s Chenghui came and we left for town. 313, Ion, Cine, 313. Steph came later. Chilled outside 313, the guys left and we girls left to Esplanade. Chilled outside Popeye's. Bf and Vincent came. Went over to look for Wiji. Long time no see babe! Gave her a hug! Heh, then Pei left for club and 4 of us went home after the guys ate at nearby love's house.

Talked things out upon reaching bf's house. Hate times like this but still yeah, everything was sorted out I guess and made up. Hopefully such things won't surface again.. I know its my bad everytime. Will try to change my bad habits.. Ahwell don't wanna talk about unhappy stuff on this very special day :)

Love you bf. :)

Met love, her mummy & bro for dinner at Citysq juz now, then both of us had heart to heart talk, and homed around 2am.

Then sent a super super long text to her around 4am because I felt uneasy the whole night thinking about some stuffs, felt so much better after saying all out! I guess we've more to talk about later when we're up for our shopping!

& also texted wtih boyfriend about the problem too. Thumbs up for me aha, cause I usually don't like telling stuffs to ppl, especially bf. I was thinking of keeping it from him until he tell me how good he treated me and I started feeling kinda guilty, so I decided to be a honest kid, aha. (Y)

Cny is coming, = $$$, = new clothes!
Happygirlme. (winks)

Bf is cooking maggie for me nowww, (L)
So I'll blog a short one now! :)

Double date juz now with Karen & Vincent.
Met them at Iluma, dined at The Manhattan fish market. Vincent never fails to make me laugh with his orders seriously. Soft shell crab the other time @ Thai Xpress, and now the sobsters (lobsters)! Aha, seriously damn joke. Can't stop laughing over it.

Chilled around, and bf drove over to some ulu mountain/hills whatever, saw people letting go big lanterns like hot air balloons, cool. Then all headed home and over to his place.

That's how my sunday is spent :)

Cool lor now I see my bf sweeping floor? Like got talent uh lol! Can be part time housewife. Aha, cute. K joking.

Anyway, I've officially quit Dolphin/whales and that's for real this time. I'm not going back. Cause things are juz so different now. Groundless assumptions.. misunderstandings. It's juz a small mistake and he was reasoning/lecturing me as if I've did something really wrong and I can't accept it. Oh well. It's over anyway.
I'm so gonna miss my colleagues there seriously. And people whom I once had fun with. Don't bear to leave everyone and everything juz like this.

Needa find a day job soon to cover my heavy expenses. :(
I want go shopppinnngggggggggggg, and buy manymany clothes! :( :(

&& My bf like so .........
Keep asking me eat my maggie but actually he wants to eat my share toooooo!!! Lolol, likaaaa pig.

Baixo.

Celebrated Claudia's birthday few days ago @ Dolphin.




Dolphin girls (L).

I've not been updating this space lately, cause partially I'm lazy, as always.. and I don't really have the chance to touch lappy as I'm over at bf's house. Yup, 've been spending time after work with him almost everyday, sweet. He's vv cute also, aha. ^^

Alright, needa prepare now to meet my potatolove. She's waiting for me at my staircase!!! And I'm still blogging here, aha sorry love.

Tata! :)

Haven't been updating much here, cuz I'm really busy, no? Nah actually its because I've been spending time at bf's house. He don't like me using comp cause he says I always throw him aside whenever Im using comp. Aha.

Oh btw ppl, I've juz changed number! Couple numbers with boyfriend sumr. Aha, his idea, sweet. Don't contact me at the 9114xxxx alr, cause it's not in use anymore.

Soooo, yeah life has been the same all these while. But hey, I think Feb is not a good month for me. Many unhappy + unlucky things happened since Friday.

Sprained ankle (its swollen now, pouts), almost quarreled with boyfriend for at least 3 times. Misunderstanding.. but we've talked things out and it's settled alr. Hope the problem won't surface againnnnnn~ cause I don't like arguing with ppl. People who know me long enough should know how strong I react last time when I argue/quarrel with boyfriends.. right. So I don't wanna use that kind of tone to talk to him, aha later he run off! Hehe.

Today's our 1st month, and yeah I know we'll last, rightttt :)
Loveyou! ♥

First boyfriend whom I took photo with, lol! So weird.

xx

Wynn's birthday!
Cine, Bq, Martin.























Love secondary cliqueeeee!
Seeyou guys soooooooooooon. Misszes (L)