Happy 18th birthday, sist!
Hope you like ta birthday specs & cupcakes!
More pictures to be uploaded soooooon!

Oh oh, and it's Ian's bd today/tmrw?
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AS WELL.

Seeyou guys later, probably :D

Miss my pink pony :(
Talk to baby last night when I'm over at his house about many things. Like how we first talked, got close, him buying porridge for me when I thought he wouldn't, then meeting up often, texting everyday, bla bla. Make me shy only, lol. Oh, and I finally got to know how we got together! Hahaha, in the lift on 2nd of Jan. And I'm pretty sure I was drunk that day cause I don't have any recollection of it, aha funny.

Aha, love you deep deep. ♥
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Tmd, gonna get prepaid due to the bursting bills! Initially I thought getting a line would cut down costs but it was worse than the days I used prepaid. Roflmao. Ok getting prepaid isn't a bad idea too. At least I get to shake off some stalkers + save money, too.

Working later. And Sist's birthday celebration tmrw. Yay, another gathering with clique! (L)

Met Sz baby on the previous day to slack. Cool, illusion twice which I never had before. Then she slept over @ my place ystd. Made her my ai xin sandwiches & maggie mee. Feel honoured uh! Woke up around 12plus due to construction thingy, damn irritated. And also got irritated by some bxtch, srsly feel like slapping the fxck oudda her. Bathed and went out to City sq mall. Had ljs. Walked around, bought stuffs, argh fug. My saving plans gone pouts. :(

Trained to Plazasing. Cotton on, spent $60+ on clothes, yeah so much of saving money I know. And worse part is.. I spent almost $50 on playing the catching-bear machine!!!!!! Though its a little too much but it's worth the while. Pink pony and minnie, like nice only ;) :>

Although I spent too much, way too much to be exact, but still satisfied with my buys, srsly. Shopping cures everything, (winks)

Bf came, over to City sq to have dinner and sent Sz back home and to his house to acc him. :$

Money saving plan

1. NO shopping
2. NO mac/fast food deliveries
3. NO dinners @ restaurants
4. LESS smoking
5. MORE working hours

Have ta keep this 5 golden rules in my head, no I mean MUST.. for at least this whole week, or might extend till the next if I don't cough up enough money to pay back installments to gdma monthly; $200, bills; $500, daily expenses; $30.

Hate end of months. Fml, seriously.

Doubt I can really get this work out, but I'll try! AND I MEAN IT.

So please don't fuckingly ask me go out and spend money, ESP TAN SHUZHEN! Don't tempt me!!!!

Gonna stay at home and be nun if there's not a need to go out. @.@
Only slacking applicable ahahaha thankyou.

Fvck, friday needa spend money again. For me, foc can? Love you all deep deep hehe. (L)
K joking, sayo!

My weekends.

Currently @ Andy lau's house ahahaha.
Saturday.
Met up with love @ Bugis. Waited for her like half an hour? Aha, luckily I coincidentally saw Sist & co, so they accompanied me to wait for her to arrive. And it was Yk's birthday! Happy belated :) Bid goodbye to them and went on separate ways. Went to Ljs for dinner, then to street. Bought shorts. Met the Peiqin & Steph, and shopped around Street again. Steph went off first, and 3 of us went to Boatquay ask they wanted to drink over at my workplace.

Waited for Raymond & Ian to reach @ Bk. Had our water balance, aha nevermind if you don't understand. Oh, and saturday's atmosphere was really good. Like back to the old days.. aha. Miss those days :)

Oh and sad thing.. I lost my pretty hotpink wallet, with $150+ and Ic :(
Damn luckily luh! Need to cough up money for ic, and worse thing, MY PHONE BILL! Know what? It's $500+. Exaggerating!!!!! I saw the list and found out it was because of the long phonecalls I had in Malaysia last month.

Hai, sad. Needa work harder for money wise now. Means I'll have lesser time with my Andy lau-looking boyfriend now. Aha, sad.

Sunday.
Double dating @ Cine with Vincent & Karen. Vincent like irritating only, keep disturb me. Hai, small boy aha. Watched movie. The tooth hurts. Interesting show. The rock was kinda cute in it. With the tutu and wings, aha. Homed around 4 in the morning.

And as for today,
Met Audy lau, lololol. He's very irritating keep tickling me, like 2 mins ago! And he is asking if I'm writing his bad stuffs. I say he Andy lau sia, where got bad stuff rightttttt. Good stuff! SO IM NOT LYING, aha. Loser! (L)

Meeting love tmrw! City sq, hehehe.

This bigbig bear has been with me for about 1yr 4months. I guess it's the best birthday present I've recieved all these years. I never fail to hug it to sleep every night. And always cling onto it tightly whenever I'm feeling sad or crying till I fall asleep.

It has really been a great companion all these months, thanks :)
xx


Slept for very very long hours yesterday and got him worried all day long, partly also because of my facebook posting which got him worried too. Sorry, I know its my fault this time. I'm feeling really guilty now, hai. Hopefully everything will get back to track, soon.

Sometimes, I just like to keep things to myself. As I feel that its better that way.

Saturday today,
Meeting Sist, Sz, Peipei & Steph later to Peni. & I'm workg tonight. Quite reluctant to go but luckily it's starting at 12.

Felt like something is tearing inside.. I don't like this feeling, at all.

I'm tired. And I wanna sleep now.. but can't.

You asked what I liked about you yesterday, I told you I don't know.
Cause there's no particular reason, but just you, and still you. :)
xox
Bored! I'm all alone at his house again. Aha, can't stop thinking about the sentence he said when he's about to go back camp, " I'm going back to save the country liao " Aha wth like joke.

Went back to work yesterday, saw a few regulars. And best thing is, Lydia & XiaoM is back ta work! I'm so happy to see them, aha. Sweet. Supposed to gather together with Germaine, Leeyee, Lydia & Stephy after work to Germ's house, hai. Can't go in the end because he doesn't let. Our ladies' night! Sorry girls :(

Headed back to home to bathe and changed before heading to the fit+handsome's house! Aha, he said it himself, lolol.

Canto tmrw, god bless!
Meeting sweetie to have breakfast tgt before going thr, hehe.

And lemme tell you, ice cream soda is so damn addictive. And Im craving for one now, no nao. Haha, (winks @ Shuzhen!)

Found this while cleaning up my room! Likka cute uh.
Haven't slept for today after reaching home around 6am. Sigh, gonna work later at 9pm. Hopefully I won't fall asleep or feel cranky.

Cleaned up my room juz now. Like so many rubbish only. And found many clothes which I thought 've lost it! Aha, cool. Anyway I can't stop staring at the blue half printed beach-lookalike top! Seriously chio ttm. Can't wait for sat, so gonna wear it! Aha, xxxxxxxxcited, winks(!). & Camwhore like thr's no tmrw, hehe.

I'm vvvvvv bored now.

Ohya, something random. I realized that start of 2010 isn't a good one. Many broken strings around.. god bless. There'll be a better one ahead, and I'm glad I've found mine.

Anyw I'm feeling so sorry for elbowing his lips till it split (I think) yesterday.. yes, I've been feeling bad. Not on purpose, and I'm sure he knows it. Aha, lovelove. ♥ (Dont say I never love you, if you miss this then too bad!)

And I won't forget he used msn to talk to me because he was angry (or feigning like he's angry?) when he's juz beside me, wattahell aha. Off ta facebook!

Shopping makes me a happy girl
Man, I don't wanna be a shopping addict. I practically spend 200$ over less than 8 items yesterday. But I'm happy to say that I'm satisfy with my buys. Haha, happy girl me. Now I'm shopping online, hehe. But not many things caught my eye except a few items from Nrwzd, and yeap I've ordered them over the spree.

Note to Shuzhen baby: I left my phone at home and 'm currently @ Ziyuan's place. Don't think I can meet you tday, :( Sorry love, love you deep deep k. Maybe we'll go have mac supper later at night, will call you when I reach home!

Back and fourth

Many flashbacks rushed into my head like waves crushing into the sea this morning..

Got back home not long. Went Cantoment to report this morning @ 10. 've to go for reporting again on friday, hai. Then headed to Cheeatown with Sz baby & her mummy to get some stuff. Her mummy damn cute srsly, sibei geh yan! Haha, then lunched at nearby market and trained back home around 12.

Gonna meet sweetie later to town & bugis for shopping, (winks). Shopping makes me a happy girl, hehehe. ♥

Ohya, I'll be taking up day job soon. 'm very sick of night life job. And I hate looking into mirrors now. Ever since I work in pub, my face condition all like fucked up only. Miss my pimple free face during secondary school, pouts! But yup, day job soon. Most prolly at Alvin's pet shop! Taking care of pets and playing with them, hehe so cuteee! Bunnies, guinea pigs, hamsters.. omg haha. Feeling so excited. And pay wise is rather reasonable, special rate sumr. Lol!

And I've so much in mind to do once I take up day job! (winks)

Sneeeeeeze,

like mad. I think the weather's too chilly. Keep sneezing after bathing, even now. Hate sneezing, make me pekchek only.

Court tmrw. Guess everything will be fine :)
I still rmbr someone told me, " Ever sit in a police car before? I think its really fun and cool leh. I want try! " & the next moment we're being handcuffed inside the car and off to cantoment. -.-

Damn stupid.

Gathering yesterday was pretty nice!
Raymond, Yifeng, Peiqin, Stephanie, Sohwynn, Daryl, Shuzhen, Didi, Chenghui & Andrew were thr. It was like going back to Secondary school days, hehe cool. Like the feeling where everyone gathers together and joke around. Miss those days though. Hope there's more ta come. (smiley)

Went bugis, met the peepors. Then to Bigbird to have our dinner. Miss the food thr, ha. Then bused down to Boatquay. Settled down at Bk cafe and discussed which pub ta go, ended up at Martin.

As for me, I ran two places. Dolphin and Martin, cuz Andrew didn't had enough ppl. Sorry guys, didn't accompany you guys much. But I guess you ppl had fun with da indian poker righttt. Damn stupid, hahaha.

Few got drunk, chilled at Bk, then left.

Met my idiot boyfriend and slept over at his place. Hai, he damn bad keep pulling out of the bed. So sleepy now. :/

Moments2treasure.

I think I've grew slimmer. RIGHT? Hahaha, shy :$ K joke only.
Stayed over at yuan's place for the past 2 days. Supposed to be simple and sweet 2 days but yesterday he do stun. Idiot. I thought he was angry w me because of the phonecall that Patrick made. Then I tried to talk to him, asking what happened, he just ignore me and pushed me away. Then I got tired of hoaxing him then he tried to attract my attention!!! So I gave in to him and tried hoaxing him again but he pushed me away again! :@

Then I decided to sleep and talk things out the next day. Texted him while he went back to camp.. guess what he tell me! He said it was nothing and he was feeling bored so wanna disturb me. And said it was my ringtone which caused him to wake up.

IDIOT RIGHT!
I thought I did something wrong lor.

Hai, cheat my feelings only. :@ :@ :@

Meeting Shuzhen baby later, shopping! Sales sales sales, here I come! (winky!)

Chipmunks = monkey, wtf lol.

Monday.

Met Sz @ Cityhall mrt. Went mac to chill while waiting for Peipei. Headed to Peni, 1st tattoo cause Sz wanna put tattoo. Asked about my geisha all these also, 1.5k. Cheap cheap! So tempted but hai, somebody scold me for wanting to put :( So still considering..

Went to Boatquay bk cafe for pei's dinner. Then saw Fabian, and gerald. Texted gerald and he asked us to join them. Went next stop. Felt awkward cause my workplace is like upstairs only. King texted me and asked me to go up. He talked to me all these, hai. Knew it anyway.

Played indian poker and all hail the king. Funnnnn! Sz kept losing. Haha, suay. After finishing the martell and beer, headed to Martin next. Daryl opened black label. Ew, like chivas. Don't really like, but luckily I didn't lose much in the games, haha. Played 5 10 with Ian, loser drink chilli. Lol!!! I nearly lost. :)

Saw Meiqi there, ha. Then she ask me gai xiao her if I find another pub job, as well as victoria. Haiyo. Sad thing is, I've gone back to Dolphin again.

K i know its stupid................. Long story. Nevermind.

Okay Ziyuan is below my house already, hehe. And I'm still blogging wtf lol. Gotta go, buhbye!

Bueaitful you,

After going through so much in th past, I've told myself to cherish every single thing now and not take things for granted. Am so gonna change my bad habits towards ppl, esp to the ones who're close to me. :)

Yuan has gone for reservice already argh. Saw his last text, sweet. But I haven't even text him before he goes to the ulu island cause I slept early last night :( But I just replied him though, hope there's reception over at his side. 11 days, hai. So long.. almost 2 weeks! Hopefully time passes quickly and he'll be back asap.

Meeting Ahpei & Potato later, mwahz. Gonna continue watching Hi my sweetheart.

Finally hoax him to sleep after one and a half hour. He kept coughing, hai tsk. Ask him see doct also don't want :@

By the way I just saw two phrases from my msn list + facebook and find them rather true.

Leaving someone behind means you only want the best for him/her, even if it means swallowing the sad reality.

Ignorance is an act of rejection. Whereas rejection is the anticipation of condemnation.

Don't you agree? :)

Alright, I'm gonna continue watching the Taiwan tv series, Hi my sweetheart (Hai pai tian xin)! You guys should go watch it over the youtube too, vv cute show! Hehe, sayo!

Sisters + Bff outing! :)

Okay gonna blog fast while Yuan is eating cause he'll sure disturb me once he finish eatinggggggg! :@

Met Sz, Wynn & Daryl below my house's mrt few days ago (shit I forgot when). I'm supposed to meet them @ Boonkeng mrt though, hehe. Late queen (winks). Alrightz, then we trained over to Woodlands and bused down to Central as they wanted to do their eyebrown piercing.

Guess how we found the place? Through my fantastic awesome "feel"! Cool or what. Female's instinct is strong, and its true! Ha. So yeah, they were quite nervous at first, but after they finished piercing, they were kpkb-ing at each other saying the other's piercing is nicer. Seriously guys, I think mine was nicer that time. HAHA. K, joke. I wanted to pierce back mine too. But on a second thought, I decided not to cause I'll look very lian-ish. Me civilised 8)

Camwhore nearby, and I went home aftermath as I was very tired and eyes were hurting me quite badly. :( Too dry I guess. They went to Bendemeer though. And I heard that Peipei, Yf, Steph & co were there too! Argh! Miss the chance on meeting + catching up with the girls.

Imma meeting Ahpei on Monday though. To Peni to see tattoo. Hehe. Gonna put full back Geisha + Sakura sooooooon! Can't wait!! :D

xx

(Pictures not in order)










K he has finished eating and disturbed me.

Brb.

Webcammy!

Was @ Mac yesterday with
SHUZHEN! :)

We played with webcam and laughed so madly till people around mac looked at us in a weird manner! Haha. Fun :>

(Decided not to post the umglam picts alr, lol)

xx
BFF FOREVER!
xx

XOXO

It was like a moment of losing you

Met Yuan, Vincent & their friends for movie @ Cine. Was actually quite lazy to meet them cause I fell asleep while waiting for Ziyuan to drive over, and like super loooong! Saw Johnny there, wootz. So text him Happy birthday & asked whether they're hiring over at Liquidforty. Not sure if I'm gg over there, he say he'll make arrangements.. hmm.

Watched The Treasure Hunter. Not very nice nor very boring show. Yeah, I wanna watch chipmunks!!!! :)

Haha, went home around 4plus. Then text w him, was actually quite a sweet and simple day but was kinda ruined when he told me something, and was a little upset. But ya, we're fine again :) Ha.

Alrightz, meeting Shuzhen later @ 10pm! :) Can't wait t meet her. Hopefully we'll take picha later. Cause now that i've lappy already it'll be easier for me to upload stuff. Heh, cya.

time check, 0724am

Super awake now! Have been sleeping for like almost 24hours. Ha.

Well, I'm no longer working at Dolphin already. Cause something bad happened last night during meeting and I was vv upset about it. I was still hesitating actually but now tat I've overheard some stuff I've decided to quit, since King is leaving anyway.. I don't know how to work with the 2 new bosses now. Though one is very very nice but I can't accept the way the other handles issue. I know we can't mix personal feeling and work together, but I failed to do so thus I ended up being upset because of waitresses. They blamed me for covering up for waitresses' mistakes and don't wanna scold them cause I dote on them too much. Yes, my bad. But sometimes they also have to understand how waitress feel each time too. I know without management, the sales won't be there. Then why in the first place they wanna promote me to supervisor, then to Operation manager? I already told them I couldn't take the stress but they say I can do it, and only me who's the suitable one. I don't even think I suit the post.

But whatever it is, I texted Andrew that I wanna quit.
Might be going to other pub or take up day job, or perhaps go back studying. Not sure. We'll see..

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Anyway I feel like texting Bendan to tell him sorry. Cause I was vv upset and angry thus after meeting I was the first to stand up, and threw the keys at him and left the door straight away. I know its v rude but whatever. Now that I heard what he said after I left, Im so disappointed. I gave out so much to Dolphin, and ended up like this. Wtf man. Forget it.

And I wanna thank Ziyuan & Vincent for waiting for me below till my meeting is over, and were by my side at alley to wait for me to finish crying. Ziyuan has fallen sick because of me too. Feel so guilty. Coughing so hard and blood because he just want to find me at my workplace and wait for me till my work finishes, and helping me drink too. Haiz. Think Im gg to force him t see doctor later!

He's now sleeping behind me, so bored :@ Nobody t talk to. & Nobody's online either, 2 x :@!

♥♥♥♥!

New year, new start.

Bought laptop already, heh! Happy girl me. And I'm superduper hungry now!!!! Argh! Always feeling hungry at home but not at fishball's house. :@