Moved back to tumblr. I think i like tumblr more. HEheeeeeee
Http://loveor-lust.blogspot.com
http://twojanuaryten.tumblr.com
I'll not change url alr, promisepromise (like always) but if i change this time, you shd know what happen. You-get-what-i-mean :D So don't curse us! Peace all.

PS: Tumblr rocks seriously (Y)

Hi owls. I'm supa bored now. Just cooked spag for myself, and kept eating tidbits too. Cool, feel so skinny oudda the sudden :)

I'm tired. Facebook time.

because baby fell asleep as usual but I've ta go back home.. so I always look at him sleep, thinking if I should wake him up or let him sleep a little longer...

So I often will start facebooking, blogging and stuff, and that's the reason why I'm here.

.. and I wanted to post this actually

..until Baby suddenly woke up sleepily and tell me, " wake me up after 10 minutes "

So auto today uh, heh. Don't needa headache on whether I should wake him up anotttt :)

I let you sleep 10 more minutes k!
(Or maybe till I finish this entry, don't say I not good uh!)

Hehehehe.

So very random idea, supposed to dine @ Citysq with my kid Tsz, but changed idea to Bugis as I wanted to get stuffs from there. So met around 9 at mrt. Finished 100$ in 20 minutes or so. I think my talent of spending money is improving, cool. Met baby, Vincent, Adrian & Chloe at big bird for dinner. Then the couple left while rest of us had excursion.. Changi for Och. And see bapoks nearby. Then see planes, and the guys wanted to disturb other cars, aha (lazy to elaborate) Then to Mount faber. And lastly to Sentosa. Crazy ideas indeed, traveling around in the midnight.. got me so tired.

Poor baby is tired already but he insisted on sending me back...... Hai, tsk. Okay I think it's time for me to try waking him up!!!

and I think I've made the wrong choice to let him sleep longer cause he seem to be sleeping soundly and ignoring me nowwww! #*@@#$%&*!!

because i want you

Morning peeps. I'm supa bored naw.. :(

I'm currently at mac, alone. Yes at this hour, 1020am. Super bored at home so decided to come mac to chill and enjoy the morning atmosphere. Lol, seriously Citysq rockz big shit. Hehe. So near ta my house too! + all my fav food + can xfer funds easily hehe.

Bored ttm. Everyone is either in school, or sleeping. I have no idea why I can wake up early at 8.30am in the morning and can't fall back to sleep! I was awake for the past 29hours (wanted to beat Peiqin's record but still can't lol) yet I slept so little! What a miracle.. Still have ta meet baby at night later. Hai, hopefully I don't fall asleep later..

I like Citysq's mac, their wireless connection is faster than usual macs. Hehe.

Went out with Daryl yesterday down to Cityhall for dinner @ Hk cafe. Our outing was super random cause we were like chatting bout food on msn! Wanted to eat sakae at first.. but decided on Xinwang aftermath cause my curry chicken craving was bigger. Hehe, their sauce is like.. thumbs up! Heh, shopped around there, bought bangles and headbands as well as a cute pair of jap slippers! Damn adorable and me like it vv much! Chilled at mac, chit chatted bout childhood stuff.

Reminds me bout my pri sch days, being a "Zai nu" at home. Everyday sleep late at night because I'm playing computer games, esp my fav Gunbound with Derek chua I rmbr, aha. Then sleep till morning 8am and auto wake up play com all the way till night! And sleep. And yes my routine was like that for few years!! And I'm not sick of it.

So much of Zai nu right, hehe.

Headed home around 11pm, super tired! Texted with baby till I fall asleeeeep.


I like my blogsong. Super cute and sweet, found in Bb's memory card. Ohya, baby got me my phone alrrrrr, so happy! Can return him his phone alr. Heh alright I gonna surf around the cyberworld to kill time and continue eating as well. Feel so fat sigh!

I'm very sleepy. Haven't sleeping for the past approx 18 hours. Have been sorting out my personal things and now it's done and over. I hope the problem will stop haunting me again pleasethx.

Dead tired now.

And I'm sorry Bb, for all the troubles I've caused last night. And I can assure you that you're the only one I love now.

+ Thanks all for the concern! I'm okay already.

Dinner + window shopping later! But I think I'm going to spend money again but who cares rightz. I want new clothez! + M)phosis having sales, (winks)
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Reupdated @ 1557.
Totally forgotten that it's our 2nd month today.

Happy 2nd monthsary baby.
*MY WISH (lol): Don't be too naggy Bb, if not you'll grow older faster. I still want my ginna looking bf instead of an old-looking old man! Aha kkkkkk joking serious now.

I know it's not a well spent day because of all my emo thinking last night. But I really appreciate the things you've done for me over the weeks.

Like worrying for me most of the time, bandaging twice for me when I sprained my ankle, drawing pony on both of the bandages still! And yes don't worry it's still in my rooooom :) the porridge from Chinatown, the pink hp strap, texting 'happy v day to my dearest baby' when we're watching movie during valentines, looking for the guinea pig all around sg as v day prezzie for me, assuring me that you'll be there for me no matter what whenever I'm feeling emo and all, acting cute to me, being understanding when I wanna go back to work at pub although my time limit is only 1 month, trying all means and way to make me happy and many many more to be listed out. I won't forget those silly little things you did to me, or for me. They're all in my heart. Even if we talk things out/argue, we'll eventually hug together and made up. All these are remembered inside me. :)

And I'm glad that I've met you. And I supposed both of us don't wanna lose each other rightttt? :)

Love you.

K gonna continue replying texts to my naggy bf! Haha. (K)

Tripped on e.

Sup peeps. Been days since I've last posted over at this space! Reason is still the same, and yes you're right, cause I'm over at boyfriend's place for the past few days. :)

Swimming with love on Friday. Sneaked into condo nearby my place. And I think we both are super crazy, like swimming early in the morning at 8am? Super tired. Kfc for breakfast, so much of cutting weight/staying healthy! Headed to town with Ahpei aftermath. Supposed to movie with Bb and Vincent but I fell alseep at Cine, damn unglam so decided to go home but Bb came ta meet me below my place and over to his place.

Movies on Sat with Bb and Sz. Supposed to watch All well ends well or 72 tenants of prosperity BUT seems like the cinemas have stop showing them already, hai so sad and disappointed! I wanna waaaatchhhh. Pouts. Anyw, we changed to the Hot summer days. A pretty sweet and cute show. Not bad, I like the pink aircon!! How I wish I have one pink coloured instead of the dull gray aircon in my room.

Kbox on Sunday with Bb, vincent, his boss and wife @ Cine till 6plus in the morning. Bb so cute lor, he asked what songs I wanna listen and I told him my all time fav Jaychou's duan le de xuan and he listened it once and said he has photographed the song in his head and started singing, end up still wrong!! Hahahahahaha. Okay, I know.. I appreciate your effort baby. :))))

Slept for almost 13 hours today, hehehehe. What should I do later? Head down to mac to chill or stay at home and nua? Ah, bored!

I think I'm getting a pink cam soon. And T715, you're mine!

I just read my archives over at my old tumblr site and they just hurt so much.
Then I realized I don't like the past, at all. (Keep on going girl, I know you can)

I miss Bb, for once. :|
Don't miss the chances life is giving you to spend with the people you love..
Remember that in this life, there are no rewinds.

Remember it deep in your heart, Leyi. You know how it feels..
Don't let the feeling of regret haunt you back again.

Meeting sweetie @ 9pm later (K)
Swim, swim!

Supposed to watch All well ends well yesterday with Bb and Vincent, but due to baby's scammed info from Cathay site, we've wasted a trip down to town. Went over to Bb's house to acc him for awhile before heading back home for bed! :)

You once said loving her soul and sacrificing for her were all serious, what about now?
I doubt so.

Hi, currently at Bb's house. Woke up not long. Damn bored. Bibi doesn't want to come out and accompany me, hai so naughty. Whata do?

Gym + swimming tmr + friday!

I like the song 他的风筝 esp its chorus part alot. A meaningful love song and lyrics! Can't stop playing the song, so touching. :(

Finally had my hair done!
+ got my navel pierced back! (Y)

Met Peipei & Ahzhen ystd. Able to control myself with shopping but still spend around 200+. Hai, I really really needa control my spending srsly! Met the dolphin girls at Bugis, miss everyone of them! Like Lydia, Steph, etc. All my fav working colleagues (L) Oh ya, saw Shirley too. But sad thing is she's no longer working thr, sigh. People come, people goes. That's life I guess.

Met King @ Steamboat place at Havelock road. Had company dinner/meeting. And yes, I'll be going back to help King. And nope, it's not the old whales. :)

Met Bb & Vincent after dinner, fetched love from her house and to beach. Her idea, and yes she's like a girl without childhood, lol. Playing with the catching bear machine, caught a Metoyou bear with rose. Damn cute! Chilled nearby and headed back to Bb's place around 6 in the morning. Damn tired.

And I'm tired nowwww, but still have to wait for him to come over to fetch me over to his place. Ah, I'm like falling asleep!!

Love is like playing mind games

Good evening earthlings!
Just reached home not long from baby's house. Supposed to do hair today but yeah expected, kept lazing on bed and there, time flies. I knew it would happen so, I've decided to stay at home today and wake up early tmr. Town tmr with babes! Hehe, means shopping I suppose? Spend around 100+ over on the net yesterday while I'm alone at Bb's house, too bored ha. Can't wait for the items! Hope the items will arrive to sg asap :) Hehe.


Watched Wolfman few days ago with Bb, Sz, Pei, Vincent, Adrian and their friend @ Iluma. I thought it WOULD be a nice gruesome show, but indeed, a nc16 movie won't be as exciting as a m18 as usual. Don't really like it. Actually the story is quite similar to the 2 movies I used to watch with Peipei in the past, I forget which.

I wanna watch All well ends well & 72 tenants of prosperity! :(

Eek, Im hungry. Dinner soon.

Say hi to my cutie Bibi,

What's love?

Love is 'bout giving someone the ability to break your heart, but trusting him/her not to.
But I don't like heartbreaks. They're so painful.
I've this habit of backing off once I feel any pain inside. I'm weird, no? Or running away from situation? Hmm..

I think I'm emo. Isit cause my period is coming or something? Ha, maybe. Don't mind me being emo in facebook and blog yeah. (force a smile out!)

Meeting sweetie later to 1st Tattoo to see my handsome artist, Anthony! Aha joking, she needa do her touch up so yeap. Guess we'll be staying out late or smth. Gonna tahan till tmr morning to get things done.

Will update tmr with more picts, heh seeya peeps. Miss me not :-*

Fuck you leyi, fuck you

I don't like the feelings I'm feeling now. I don't like the pain I had previously that is coming back again. No, this has nothing to do with Bb. It's my fault, all my fault. I can't help it. Why am I taking so much time this time? I'm not like this. Me, Leyi, is not like that. I'm strong. I can forget things easily. Yes. Where's the old me? The one who used to be strong and all?

Ha, I didn't expect such things would happen to me, yes to me, Leyi. Joke. Fuck you leyi, wake the fucking idea up please. What fuck are you thinking? Why can't you fucking get over it up till now? Fuck you, please wake up.

So what if he's the first one who tore your heart apart? So what? Everyone has his and her first time and you're just having your first. Don't think bout people in your past anymore, cus' there will always be a reason why they didn't make it to your future. Get over it, Leyi. I know you can. Stand up from where you fell and fucking move on. And you should too, thank him for giving you a lesson for not taking people seriously in the past, and to let you have a taste of your own medicine.

Yes, that's right. Thanks for changing me and made me cast all my bad habits/temper/attitude/selfishness away. I'm glad to know that I'm treating my current bf better than how I used to treat all the previous guys. And I'm glad that he's different from all the others.

And I'm sorry baby, I know the same old problem has surfaced again. But I felt so much better after saying everything out. I don't like the pain lingering inside me and I can't tell you how I feel. You might not seen what and who I was in the past. But I'm no longer strong enough to put on a brave front like how I am in the past. I tried to swallow the pain and feelings, but I can't help but tears just flowed down after sending the last sms to you. But baby, get this in your head. I'll do what I say; which is to get over things asap and to continue this journey, with you.

Trust me, I will. I don't wanna see you, or both of us being unhappy inside just because I'm the one who's causing problems everytime.. sorry.

.. and this is what I wanna reply after you replied me last night.

Bibi!

Few days ago, boyfriend told me he'll get me a valentines present that no one has given me before. But in my head I knew it must be some common gift, how could I not receive before?

So like yesterday, he said he would surprised me with the gift. Got up his car, and he asked me to turn away so I wouldn't see what he was holding. And to my surprise it was a Guinea pig which I've long wanted to get! Though I told him I would've no reaction like looking touched or happy, but I really appreciate the effort he took to get what I like/want. Thanks Bb, love you :-*


Her name is Bibi. Hehehe. So cute.
And baby said her hair machiam using Gatsby to style. Lol!

Happy valentines (F)

to all out there. Hope you guys have fun with your love ones at this very special day :)

& Im meeting bf in less than an hours' time xx.

PS to SZ: Yeah Imma big L, see I told you :(

Supposed to go back sec sch ytd with clique, but all were sleeping/busy! So slept for an hour before meeting Ahpei @ Lavender to get things done and did hair there. And I guess I'll be re-bonding my hair real soon. After cny, most probably. :) Daryl came, and we left to Bdm, our fav old eating place. Miss the food there! :s Chenghui came and we left for town. 313, Ion, Cine, 313. Steph came later. Chilled outside 313, the guys left and we girls left to Esplanade. Chilled outside Popeye's. Bf and Vincent came. Went over to look for Wiji. Long time no see babe! Gave her a hug! Heh, then Pei left for club and 4 of us went home after the guys ate at nearby love's house.

Talked things out upon reaching bf's house. Hate times like this but still yeah, everything was sorted out I guess and made up. Hopefully such things won't surface again.. I know its my bad everytime. Will try to change my bad habits.. Ahwell don't wanna talk about unhappy stuff on this very special day :)

Love you bf. :)

Met love, her mummy & bro for dinner at Citysq juz now, then both of us had heart to heart talk, and homed around 2am.

Then sent a super super long text to her around 4am because I felt uneasy the whole night thinking about some stuffs, felt so much better after saying all out! I guess we've more to talk about later when we're up for our shopping!

& also texted wtih boyfriend about the problem too. Thumbs up for me aha, cause I usually don't like telling stuffs to ppl, especially bf. I was thinking of keeping it from him until he tell me how good he treated me and I started feeling kinda guilty, so I decided to be a honest kid, aha. (Y)

Cny is coming, = $$$, = new clothes!
Happygirlme. (winks)

Bf is cooking maggie for me nowww, (L)
So I'll blog a short one now! :)

Double date juz now with Karen & Vincent.
Met them at Iluma, dined at The Manhattan fish market. Vincent never fails to make me laugh with his orders seriously. Soft shell crab the other time @ Thai Xpress, and now the sobsters (lobsters)! Aha, seriously damn joke. Can't stop laughing over it.

Chilled around, and bf drove over to some ulu mountain/hills whatever, saw people letting go big lanterns like hot air balloons, cool. Then all headed home and over to his place.

That's how my sunday is spent :)

Cool lor now I see my bf sweeping floor? Like got talent uh lol! Can be part time housewife. Aha, cute. K joking.

Anyway, I've officially quit Dolphin/whales and that's for real this time. I'm not going back. Cause things are juz so different now. Groundless assumptions.. misunderstandings. It's juz a small mistake and he was reasoning/lecturing me as if I've did something really wrong and I can't accept it. Oh well. It's over anyway.
I'm so gonna miss my colleagues there seriously. And people whom I once had fun with. Don't bear to leave everyone and everything juz like this.

Needa find a day job soon to cover my heavy expenses. :(
I want go shopppinnngggggggggggg, and buy manymany clothes! :( :(

&& My bf like so .........
Keep asking me eat my maggie but actually he wants to eat my share toooooo!!! Lolol, likaaaa pig.

Baixo.

Celebrated Claudia's birthday few days ago @ Dolphin.




Dolphin girls (L).

I've not been updating this space lately, cause partially I'm lazy, as always.. and I don't really have the chance to touch lappy as I'm over at bf's house. Yup, 've been spending time after work with him almost everyday, sweet. He's vv cute also, aha. ^^

Alright, needa prepare now to meet my potatolove. She's waiting for me at my staircase!!! And I'm still blogging here, aha sorry love.

Tata! :)

Haven't been updating much here, cuz I'm really busy, no? Nah actually its because I've been spending time at bf's house. He don't like me using comp cause he says I always throw him aside whenever Im using comp. Aha.

Oh btw ppl, I've juz changed number! Couple numbers with boyfriend sumr. Aha, his idea, sweet. Don't contact me at the 9114xxxx alr, cause it's not in use anymore.

Soooo, yeah life has been the same all these while. But hey, I think Feb is not a good month for me. Many unhappy + unlucky things happened since Friday.

Sprained ankle (its swollen now, pouts), almost quarreled with boyfriend for at least 3 times. Misunderstanding.. but we've talked things out and it's settled alr. Hope the problem won't surface againnnnnn~ cause I don't like arguing with ppl. People who know me long enough should know how strong I react last time when I argue/quarrel with boyfriends.. right. So I don't wanna use that kind of tone to talk to him, aha later he run off! Hehe.

Today's our 1st month, and yeah I know we'll last, rightttt :)
Loveyou! ♥

First boyfriend whom I took photo with, lol! So weird.

xx

Wynn's birthday!
Cine, Bq, Martin.























Love secondary cliqueeeee!
Seeyou guys soooooooooooon. Misszes (L)

Happy 18th birthday, sist!
Hope you like ta birthday specs & cupcakes!
More pictures to be uploaded soooooon!

Oh oh, and it's Ian's bd today/tmrw?
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AS WELL.

Seeyou guys later, probably :D

Miss my pink pony :(
Talk to baby last night when I'm over at his house about many things. Like how we first talked, got close, him buying porridge for me when I thought he wouldn't, then meeting up often, texting everyday, bla bla. Make me shy only, lol. Oh, and I finally got to know how we got together! Hahaha, in the lift on 2nd of Jan. And I'm pretty sure I was drunk that day cause I don't have any recollection of it, aha funny.

Aha, love you deep deep. ♥
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Tmd, gonna get prepaid due to the bursting bills! Initially I thought getting a line would cut down costs but it was worse than the days I used prepaid. Roflmao. Ok getting prepaid isn't a bad idea too. At least I get to shake off some stalkers + save money, too.

Working later. And Sist's birthday celebration tmrw. Yay, another gathering with clique! (L)

Met Sz baby on the previous day to slack. Cool, illusion twice which I never had before. Then she slept over @ my place ystd. Made her my ai xin sandwiches & maggie mee. Feel honoured uh! Woke up around 12plus due to construction thingy, damn irritated. And also got irritated by some bxtch, srsly feel like slapping the fxck oudda her. Bathed and went out to City sq mall. Had ljs. Walked around, bought stuffs, argh fug. My saving plans gone pouts. :(

Trained to Plazasing. Cotton on, spent $60+ on clothes, yeah so much of saving money I know. And worse part is.. I spent almost $50 on playing the catching-bear machine!!!!!! Though its a little too much but it's worth the while. Pink pony and minnie, like nice only ;) :>

Although I spent too much, way too much to be exact, but still satisfied with my buys, srsly. Shopping cures everything, (winks)

Bf came, over to City sq to have dinner and sent Sz back home and to his house to acc him. :$