Today is the second last day of 2009. Like wow, each year passes so quickly! It's like an blink of eye and I'm going 18 soon!
Looking back, from my first year of secondary school till now, I realised I've changed really alot, and I believe from the good to bad, and bad to good now. I believe I've grown more mature in thinking wise, like able to hold responsible against my actions towards people around me, and of course myself and I really feel proud of myself, ha.
At this very moment, I would like to dedicate some short posts to certain people! :)
Firstly, to my ex, Bobby.
You're the one who walked with me through this almost-one year. Really thank you for those lovely memories we had in the past. I was lying down on my bed last night and thinking about the silly things we did last time, like how happy we were, how we disturb each other and fooled around, and those quarrels we had over the the recent few months which ended up with a full stop at the end. Though it was quite a pity but I've never regretted the decision of being with you, walking this long journey with you, despite the hurt we both gave each other and eventually leaving you. Really, I mean really, thank you for giving in so much to my stubborn attitude in the past, tolerating my nonsense and getting whatever I want in the past.
I guess I don't have to elaborate much here cause the things I'm going to say is the same as what I told you in those smses previously. Really hope you're doing well now and hopefully able to think more for people around you instead of for yourself. And lastly, good luck in everything you do in future!
Wynn sist! ♥♥
Hey sist, I know we've not been contacting much ever since I dropped out of school but I won't forget you, and you should know it too! Though I always only contact you once a while but you should know you're always in my heart! I know I don't often ask you out for dinner often now and only call you out when I've problems, and I've been feeling quite guilty about it but hey, you should know that you know me the best and you're the only one I can pour everything out to right. And for that I should be forgiven! Haha, okay joking! (Blame me for that, pouts!)
Thanks for being thr for me all these years and still being there for me up till now. I won't forget you teared the other time just because of the silly mistake of mine and yes, I'll promise not to touch those things again.
Thank god for sending you to me, and as much as I want to continue writing, words really can't express how much you mean to me, really.
Love you sister, xo! ♥♥
To my Secondary clique!
(Sueann, Peiqin, Harrison, Daryl, Wynn, Yifeng, Stephanie, Raymond)
Really miss every single one of you. Haven't been contacting you guys much after each one of us left the school but I won't forget the fun we had since our first year in Bendemeer secondary.
Yes, the fun, the joy.
Like how rebellion we are, disturbed teachers, skipping classes, running out of school, spoiling school's property, slacking behind @ the toilet area, smoking in school/block areas, finding troubles together, ended up in detention room, landed ourselves in trouble, seeing Discipline masters together, having recess in big groups, etc! (I still rmbr how we girls run away and hide from Miss aw because of our short skirt and untidy attire in Sec1 + 2!)
Ha, really miss those days! We've all seen each other grow up and changed with time, like from typical little lians and bengs to what we are now.
Well, really hope we can meet up really soon to do some catching up! And really glad to know every single one of you!
Lovelove! ♥
PS. I won't forget the special two, Peiqin and Harrison, whom I went through lots of ups and down with during my first sec 3 year :)
My Express class' clique! (2005-2006)
Kellyann, Fang Weijie, Edward, Weijun, Yuzhi, Airu, Harrison!
Think most of them don't read my blog already but still, yeah here you go!
Won't forget you guys okay! I rmbr how bad I was during that 2 years cause I'm always influencing others to condemn this guy/girl, lol! But still I really had many fun during the first 2 years.
I won't forget how I argue with Fangweijie everyday without fail till the extend of teachers asking us to go out to argue so we won't implicate the teacher, ha. But we eventually become very very good friends in the end. He's like a big brother of mine, and I realised I haven't been talking to him for like a year? But he was the one who stood by me whenever I have problems. Thankyou good friend, and I miss you!
And also Edward ng! My best of the best god-brother, really. He was the one who listened to my sorrows, then cheered me up without fail. I rmbr he gave me panadol and plaster with a strawberry drawn on it by him! :) I won't forget how emo he became or I became whenever we had quarrels. Heh. Luv you brother.
And to the rest of the clique, I still rmbr how you guys look like on the first day of school!
Kellyann and Airu with center parting! Harrison with his mushroom head! Yuzhi who always uses his orange comb very often! Edward who looked nerdy with his loooong shorts and pants! Weijun I think he has center parting too? Weijie has the better fashion taste at that time, ha. I rmbr he was the better looking guys that year and whenever girls sees him like seeing some superstar like that! But I don't find him attractive at all during that year, dislike him in fact! Haha, but definately not now.
Well, hope you guys have been doing well all these year and even better for the coming years! :)
My silly love, Tan Shuzhen; Potato!
Hello bitch, I hope you're still reading my rotting blog. Ha, sorry for not being able to accompany you for countdown this week cause I'm working. My deeeeepest apology love. But we can always meet up during weekends for shopping and dinner! Don't always think of your boyfriend(s)! Leave some time for me, ha! Okay joking.
I still rmbr we aren't close when I first know you and didn't really like you in the past cause you are really very kp! Ha, but until this year we got closer and I believe I'm the one who taught you the bad things! Like skipping class and all. Feel so guilty but I believe too, that you've enjoyed those free time we had. HAHA. Okay love, you should know I still love you even though we haven't been contacting much either due to my busy schedule and your boyfriendS. Eh joke! Ha.
MEET UP SOON K! Really miss your silly face and I heard that your make up become thicker and thus become prettier already uh! Want xian guys is it?! Lol! Okay lah, misses :-*
& not forgetting Melvin leong!
Thanks for healing my little heart, like what you said that time. Thanks for all the sweet little things you did for me and I'm really glad ta know you!
Please take good care of your own body because you're always falling sick too! Haha. Don't always work + hang out with your brothers till late hours and even when you reach home still don't wanna rest/sleep just because you wanna talk to me on phone/sms me. If you fall sick, who will talk to me, right?! :)
But still, thanks for those loooong hours of phone calls and sweet texts! I won't forget how silly/entertaining/funny/sweet you are whenever we chat on phone! Haha silly you! :)
And though you're mentioned below but that doesn't mean you stand the last place in my heart! You know you play a big role in my life as well. :)
& Ziyuan too!
I know this idiot don't read my blog but I'm gonna blog out as well!
Though the period we know each other is not very long but yeah we both shared the same fate and clicked very well! Though you always disturb me and I won't forget how you elbow me accidentally in the face the other time! And I won't forget the silly things you do when you were drunk or when you're sleeping. Ha. Glad ta know you fishybally! :>
To the rest of my schoomates + friends out there!
Thanks for stepping into my life and gave me so much joys and fun. Though I fell out with some of you and 've never talked ever since, but yes thanks for stepping into my life as well. Without you guys, my secondary years won't be complete. :)
& lastly, my Secondary school teachers!
Thanks for helping me through my secondary years. I know I've disappointed many teachers because I dropped out during my last year and didn't take the national exams. I know nothing can be done to salvage the situation now but yeah.. ha.
Like Julia tey. She pulled me back to stay in express stream despite my fucked up results, arguing with her due to my blogging thingy etc. (Kellyann, hor!)
And discipline masters like Mr Benjamin Kwok. He's always helping me, this problematic girl in school. And though I really dislike Miss aw in the past, because she always catches me for littlest thing etc, she's still one of the teachers who brought me back to track whenever I walked the wrong path.
But still, thanks to those teachers who taught me the right thing and helped me throughout my secondary years! :)
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I guess that's all for the dedications for this year.
To sum up,
I really want to thank every single one of you for stepping into my life, be it the good or bad!
Lovelove! ♥ :)
And goodbye to Bendemeer sec :')