Hai, having hangover now since I came back this morning at about 9am. Hate this feeling. Cause I can't rest well for work tonight. I've about less than 7 hours before I start working. Pekchek!
Met Andrew yesterday & I've already chosen my laptop! Getting it today I guess. Then had Bak kut teh at opposite Clark quay central before walking around Riverwalk, and heading back to Dolphin aftermath. Wanted to chill, but end up working. Free labour somemore!
Then drank beer, which I hate most. I only can take martell or hard liqour, not beer. Cause I'll get more drunk easily (weird I know) but no choice, cause nobody wants to cover the beer tables so I did till the extend I had double vision, I texted Ahyuan and ask him come down save me! Rested at his table, talk cocked with Vincent. He really vvvv funny. Ha, then after work, had meeting, then continue to drink with Ahyuan & co till 8am, and he drove me home.
Countdown tonight, haiz. Hate festivals.
And I think my stomach has some problems already, keep vomiting stomach acid out and quite uncomfortable. Scared got hole cause of drinking like what Fishball said! And recently my liver, kidney area & heart area feel uncomfortable as well. Haiz.
Anyw, scroll down for my dedication post if you haven't done so!
Say hello to 2010 in a few hours time. Enjoy the last day of 2009!
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
2010! Warning- very long post!
Today is the second last day of 2009. Like wow, each year passes so quickly! It's like an blink of eye and I'm going 18 soon!
Looking back, from my first year of secondary school till now, I realised I've changed really alot, and I believe from the good to bad, and bad to good now. I believe I've grown more mature in thinking wise, like able to hold responsible against my actions towards people around me, and of course myself and I really feel proud of myself, ha.
At this very moment, I would like to dedicate some short posts to certain people! :)
Firstly, to my ex, Bobby.
You're the one who walked with me through this almost-one year. Really thank you for those lovely memories we had in the past. I was lying down on my bed last night and thinking about the silly things we did last time, like how happy we were, how we disturb each other and fooled around, and those quarrels we had over the the recent few months which ended up with a full stop at the end. Though it was quite a pity but I've never regretted the decision of being with you, walking this long journey with you, despite the hurt we both gave each other and eventually leaving you. Really, I mean really, thank you for giving in so much to my stubborn attitude in the past, tolerating my nonsense and getting whatever I want in the past.
I guess I don't have to elaborate much here cause the things I'm going to say is the same as what I told you in those smses previously. Really hope you're doing well now and hopefully able to think more for people around you instead of for yourself. And lastly, good luck in everything you do in future!
Wynn sist! ♥♥
Hey sist, I know we've not been contacting much ever since I dropped out of school but I won't forget you, and you should know it too! Though I always only contact you once a while but you should know you're always in my heart! I know I don't often ask you out for dinner often now and only call you out when I've problems, and I've been feeling quite guilty about it but hey, you should know that you know me the best and you're the only one I can pour everything out to right. And for that I should be forgiven! Haha, okay joking! (Blame me for that, pouts!)
Thanks for being thr for me all these years and still being there for me up till now. I won't forget you teared the other time just because of the silly mistake of mine and yes, I'll promise not to touch those things again.
Thank god for sending you to me, and as much as I want to continue writing, words really can't express how much you mean to me, really.
Love you sister, xo! ♥♥
To my Secondary clique!
(Sueann, Peiqin, Harrison, Daryl, Wynn, Yifeng, Stephanie, Raymond)
Really miss every single one of you. Haven't been contacting you guys much after each one of us left the school but I won't forget the fun we had since our first year in Bendemeer secondary.
Yes, the fun, the joy.
Like how rebellion we are, disturbed teachers, skipping classes, running out of school, spoiling school's property, slacking behind @ the toilet area, smoking in school/block areas, finding troubles together, ended up in detention room, landed ourselves in trouble, seeing Discipline masters together, having recess in big groups, etc! (I still rmbr how we girls run away and hide from Miss aw because of our short skirt and untidy attire in Sec1 + 2!)
Ha, really miss those days! We've all seen each other grow up and changed with time, like from typical little lians and bengs to what we are now.
Well, really hope we can meet up really soon to do some catching up! And really glad to know every single one of you!
Lovelove! ♥
PS. I won't forget the special two, Peiqin and Harrison, whom I went through lots of ups and down with during my first sec 3 year :)
My Express class' clique! (2005-2006)
Kellyann, Fang Weijie, Edward, Weijun, Yuzhi, Airu, Harrison!
Think most of them don't read my blog already but still, yeah here you go!
Won't forget you guys okay! I rmbr how bad I was during that 2 years cause I'm always influencing others to condemn this guy/girl, lol! But still I really had many fun during the first 2 years.
I won't forget how I argue with Fangweijie everyday without fail till the extend of teachers asking us to go out to argue so we won't implicate the teacher, ha. But we eventually become very very good friends in the end. He's like a big brother of mine, and I realised I haven't been talking to him for like a year? But he was the one who stood by me whenever I have problems. Thankyou good friend, and I miss you!
And also Edward ng! My best of the best god-brother, really. He was the one who listened to my sorrows, then cheered me up without fail. I rmbr he gave me panadol and plaster with a strawberry drawn on it by him! :) I won't forget how emo he became or I became whenever we had quarrels. Heh. Luv you brother.
And to the rest of the clique, I still rmbr how you guys look like on the first day of school!
Kellyann and Airu with center parting! Harrison with his mushroom head! Yuzhi who always uses his orange comb very often! Edward who looked nerdy with his loooong shorts and pants! Weijun I think he has center parting too? Weijie has the better fashion taste at that time, ha. I rmbr he was the better looking guys that year and whenever girls sees him like seeing some superstar like that! But I don't find him attractive at all during that year, dislike him in fact! Haha, but definately not now.
Well, hope you guys have been doing well all these year and even better for the coming years! :)
My silly love, Tan Shuzhen; Potato!
Hello bitch, I hope you're still reading my rotting blog. Ha, sorry for not being able to accompany you for countdown this week cause I'm working. My deeeeepest apology love. But we can always meet up during weekends for shopping and dinner! Don't always think of your boyfriend(s)! Leave some time for me, ha! Okay joking.
I still rmbr we aren't close when I first know you and didn't really like you in the past cause you are really very kp! Ha, but until this year we got closer and I believe I'm the one who taught you the bad things! Like skipping class and all. Feel so guilty but I believe too, that you've enjoyed those free time we had. HAHA. Okay love, you should know I still love you even though we haven't been contacting much either due to my busy schedule and your boyfriendS. Eh joke! Ha.
MEET UP SOON K! Really miss your silly face and I heard that your make up become thicker and thus become prettier already uh! Want xian guys is it?! Lol! Okay lah, misses :-*
& not forgetting Melvin leong!
Thanks for healing my little heart, like what you said that time. Thanks for all the sweet little things you did for me and I'm really glad ta know you!
Please take good care of your own body because you're always falling sick too! Haha. Don't always work + hang out with your brothers till late hours and even when you reach home still don't wanna rest/sleep just because you wanna talk to me on phone/sms me. If you fall sick, who will talk to me, right?! :)
But still, thanks for those loooong hours of phone calls and sweet texts! I won't forget how silly/entertaining/funny/sweet you are whenever we chat on phone! Haha silly you! :)
And though you're mentioned below but that doesn't mean you stand the last place in my heart! You know you play a big role in my life as well. :)
& Ziyuan too!
I know this idiot don't read my blog but I'm gonna blog out as well!
Though the period we know each other is not very long but yeah we both shared the same fate and clicked very well! Though you always disturb me and I won't forget how you elbow me accidentally in the face the other time! And I won't forget the silly things you do when you were drunk or when you're sleeping. Ha. Glad ta know you fishybally! :>
To the rest of my schoomates + friends out there!
Thanks for stepping into my life and gave me so much joys and fun. Though I fell out with some of you and 've never talked ever since, but yes thanks for stepping into my life as well. Without you guys, my secondary years won't be complete. :)
& lastly, my Secondary school teachers!
Thanks for helping me through my secondary years. I know I've disappointed many teachers because I dropped out during my last year and didn't take the national exams. I know nothing can be done to salvage the situation now but yeah.. ha.
Like Julia tey. She pulled me back to stay in express stream despite my fucked up results, arguing with her due to my blogging thingy etc. (Kellyann, hor!)
And discipline masters like Mr Benjamin Kwok. He's always helping me, this problematic girl in school. And though I really dislike Miss aw in the past, because she always catches me for littlest thing etc, she's still one of the teachers who brought me back to track whenever I walked the wrong path.
But still, thanks to those teachers who taught me the right thing and helped me throughout my secondary years! :)
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I guess that's all for the dedications for this year.
To sum up,
I really want to thank every single one of you for stepping into my life, be it the good or bad!
Lovelove! ♥ :)
And goodbye to Bendemeer sec :')
Looking back, from my first year of secondary school till now, I realised I've changed really alot, and I believe from the good to bad, and bad to good now. I believe I've grown more mature in thinking wise, like able to hold responsible against my actions towards people around me, and of course myself and I really feel proud of myself, ha.
At this very moment, I would like to dedicate some short posts to certain people! :)
Firstly, to my ex, Bobby.
You're the one who walked with me through this almost-one year. Really thank you for those lovely memories we had in the past. I was lying down on my bed last night and thinking about the silly things we did last time, like how happy we were, how we disturb each other and fooled around, and those quarrels we had over the the recent few months which ended up with a full stop at the end. Though it was quite a pity but I've never regretted the decision of being with you, walking this long journey with you, despite the hurt we both gave each other and eventually leaving you. Really, I mean really, thank you for giving in so much to my stubborn attitude in the past, tolerating my nonsense and getting whatever I want in the past.
I guess I don't have to elaborate much here cause the things I'm going to say is the same as what I told you in those smses previously. Really hope you're doing well now and hopefully able to think more for people around you instead of for yourself. And lastly, good luck in everything you do in future!
Wynn sist! ♥♥
Hey sist, I know we've not been contacting much ever since I dropped out of school but I won't forget you, and you should know it too! Though I always only contact you once a while but you should know you're always in my heart! I know I don't often ask you out for dinner often now and only call you out when I've problems, and I've been feeling quite guilty about it but hey, you should know that you know me the best and you're the only one I can pour everything out to right. And for that I should be forgiven! Haha, okay joking! (Blame me for that, pouts!)
Thanks for being thr for me all these years and still being there for me up till now. I won't forget you teared the other time just because of the silly mistake of mine and yes, I'll promise not to touch those things again.
Thank god for sending you to me, and as much as I want to continue writing, words really can't express how much you mean to me, really.
Love you sister, xo! ♥♥
To my Secondary clique!
(Sueann, Peiqin, Harrison, Daryl, Wynn, Yifeng, Stephanie, Raymond)
Really miss every single one of you. Haven't been contacting you guys much after each one of us left the school but I won't forget the fun we had since our first year in Bendemeer secondary.
Yes, the fun, the joy.
Like how rebellion we are, disturbed teachers, skipping classes, running out of school, spoiling school's property, slacking behind @ the toilet area, smoking in school/block areas, finding troubles together, ended up in detention room, landed ourselves in trouble, seeing Discipline masters together, having recess in big groups, etc! (I still rmbr how we girls run away and hide from Miss aw because of our short skirt and untidy attire in Sec1 + 2!)
Ha, really miss those days! We've all seen each other grow up and changed with time, like from typical little lians and bengs to what we are now.
Well, really hope we can meet up really soon to do some catching up! And really glad to know every single one of you!
Lovelove! ♥
PS. I won't forget the special two, Peiqin and Harrison, whom I went through lots of ups and down with during my first sec 3 year :)
My Express class' clique! (2005-2006)
Kellyann, Fang Weijie, Edward, Weijun, Yuzhi, Airu, Harrison!
Think most of them don't read my blog already but still, yeah here you go!
Won't forget you guys okay! I rmbr how bad I was during that 2 years cause I'm always influencing others to condemn this guy/girl, lol! But still I really had many fun during the first 2 years.
I won't forget how I argue with Fangweijie everyday without fail till the extend of teachers asking us to go out to argue so we won't implicate the teacher, ha. But we eventually become very very good friends in the end. He's like a big brother of mine, and I realised I haven't been talking to him for like a year? But he was the one who stood by me whenever I have problems. Thankyou good friend, and I miss you!
And also Edward ng! My best of the best god-brother, really. He was the one who listened to my sorrows, then cheered me up without fail. I rmbr he gave me panadol and plaster with a strawberry drawn on it by him! :) I won't forget how emo he became or I became whenever we had quarrels. Heh. Luv you brother.
And to the rest of the clique, I still rmbr how you guys look like on the first day of school!
Kellyann and Airu with center parting! Harrison with his mushroom head! Yuzhi who always uses his orange comb very often! Edward who looked nerdy with his loooong shorts and pants! Weijun I think he has center parting too? Weijie has the better fashion taste at that time, ha. I rmbr he was the better looking guys that year and whenever girls sees him like seeing some superstar like that! But I don't find him attractive at all during that year, dislike him in fact! Haha, but definately not now.
Well, hope you guys have been doing well all these year and even better for the coming years! :)
My silly love, Tan Shuzhen; Potato!
Hello bitch, I hope you're still reading my rotting blog. Ha, sorry for not being able to accompany you for countdown this week cause I'm working. My deeeeepest apology love. But we can always meet up during weekends for shopping and dinner! Don't always think of your boyfriend(s)! Leave some time for me, ha! Okay joking.
I still rmbr we aren't close when I first know you and didn't really like you in the past cause you are really very kp! Ha, but until this year we got closer and I believe I'm the one who taught you the bad things! Like skipping class and all. Feel so guilty but I believe too, that you've enjoyed those free time we had. HAHA. Okay love, you should know I still love you even though we haven't been contacting much either due to my busy schedule and your boyfriendS. Eh joke! Ha.
MEET UP SOON K! Really miss your silly face and I heard that your make up become thicker and thus become prettier already uh! Want xian guys is it?! Lol! Okay lah, misses :-*
& not forgetting Melvin leong!
Thanks for healing my little heart, like what you said that time. Thanks for all the sweet little things you did for me and I'm really glad ta know you!
Please take good care of your own body because you're always falling sick too! Haha. Don't always work + hang out with your brothers till late hours and even when you reach home still don't wanna rest/sleep just because you wanna talk to me on phone/sms me. If you fall sick, who will talk to me, right?! :)
But still, thanks for those loooong hours of phone calls and sweet texts! I won't forget how silly/entertaining/funny/sweet you are whenever we chat on phone! Haha silly you! :)
And though you're mentioned below but that doesn't mean you stand the last place in my heart! You know you play a big role in my life as well. :)
& Ziyuan too!
I know this idiot don't read my blog but I'm gonna blog out as well!
Though the period we know each other is not very long but yeah we both shared the same fate and clicked very well! Though you always disturb me and I won't forget how you elbow me accidentally in the face the other time! And I won't forget the silly things you do when you were drunk or when you're sleeping. Ha. Glad ta know you fishybally! :>
To the rest of my schoomates + friends out there!
Thanks for stepping into my life and gave me so much joys and fun. Though I fell out with some of you and 've never talked ever since, but yes thanks for stepping into my life as well. Without you guys, my secondary years won't be complete. :)
& lastly, my Secondary school teachers!
Thanks for helping me through my secondary years. I know I've disappointed many teachers because I dropped out during my last year and didn't take the national exams. I know nothing can be done to salvage the situation now but yeah.. ha.
Like Julia tey. She pulled me back to stay in express stream despite my fucked up results, arguing with her due to my blogging thingy etc. (Kellyann, hor!)
And discipline masters like Mr Benjamin Kwok. He's always helping me, this problematic girl in school. And though I really dislike Miss aw in the past, because she always catches me for littlest thing etc, she's still one of the teachers who brought me back to track whenever I walked the wrong path.
But still, thanks to those teachers who taught me the right thing and helped me throughout my secondary years! :)
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I guess that's all for the dedications for this year.
To sum up,
I really want to thank every single one of you for stepping into my life, be it the good or bad!
Lovelove! ♥ :)
And goodbye to Bendemeer sec :')
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Monday, December 28, 2009
Past is past
Was reading through the blogs which I used to pen on, yeah happy memories.. :) But well, I'm not any worse off now! At least I'm happy with everything I have now :)
Paid phone bills and got ipod today. There goes my $500! And most exaggerating thing is that my bill is $296! Luckily my job's current paying is able to cover my heavy expenses phew. Will be getting another few hundreds by today or tmrw yay! Winky!*
Alright I'm super bored now.. sleepy, rather. Cause I slept for like 4 hours only and woke up.
Currently chatting with Mel and waiting for Fishball's message! :@
Paid phone bills and got ipod today. There goes my $500! And most exaggerating thing is that my bill is $296! Luckily my job's current paying is able to cover my heavy expenses phew. Will be getting another few hundreds by today or tmrw yay! Winky!*
Alright I'm super bored now.. sleepy, rather. Cause I slept for like 4 hours only and woke up.
Currently chatting with Mel and waiting for Fishball's message! :@
Saturday, December 26, 2009
MERRY XMAS TO ALL! :)
Especially to my love ones out thr!
& BIG THANKS FOR THOSE LOVELY SMSES TOO! :)
Pardon me for being lazy to send the greeting to every one in my contacts, yknw expensive! Ha, love all though xo. :)
Hope you guys 've enjoyed yourselves on this wonderful day with love ones!
And yes, I did too (winky!)
Especially to my love ones out thr!
& BIG THANKS FOR THOSE LOVELY SMSES TOO! :)
Pardon me for being lazy to send the greeting to every one in my contacts, yknw expensive! Ha, love all though xo. :)
Hope you guys 've enjoyed yourselves on this wonderful day with love ones!
And yes, I did too (winky!)
Alright, have been busy, okay more to lazy, lately. With personal life. Hehe, 've been enjoying every moment of it. Though xmas this yr is vvv simple, but I feel just satisfied :)
Had countdown @ Dolphin. And for once I felt "real xmas". Sprays, joy, screams, fun! :)
Well at the mean time I wouldn't be updating this space too much until my life has REALLY stable down and I'll tell you more about it! Heh.
Last but not least, I miss all my close friends out thr! Like Sist Wynn, Daryl, Sueann, Peiqin... etc. Meetup soon alright! Lovelove!
Monday, December 21, 2009
Shag
Slept @ 530am. Chat with mel on fone & texted with Fishball. Both of them super nicey! Ziyuan wanted to accompany me till i fall asleep, ha. But nah, he gotta work tmrw so ask him to go to bed first :D
& MelvinLeong says I 've to blog a superrrrrrrr loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong post about him! Cuz he's special! Yeah okay, here you go!
Heading to JB in a few hours time! Can't wait to go back! Was vvv bored yesterday. Can't even go out to smoke cuz once I unlock the door, the whole house on alarm! Super dumb of me, and woke everyone up. Paiseh ttm. Ha.
I can like smell shopping! & Singapore from here!
But one thing, I sure toh on bed once I reach home. @@.
Just woke up at around 10plus in the morning :(
Super hungry nowwww!
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Got spiked
Yes, those pinky stuff. I won't forget, fuck that person.
Didn't go for work on Saturday cause I was not feeling well. Met Ahyuan under my house around 12plus. He superduper good! Drove over to fetch me over to Bq to get my money, and I accompanied him movie as he requested. He suppose to go for drinking, ha. Then yeah, slacked & chilled around. Bought tix for Body & Assassins. Not a bad movie! But too long already, 2hrs +. Sit till buttock pain. Ha, I wanna watch Fengyun!!! Maybe some other days. Heh. After movie, he sent me home & all. :)
Then rested awhile at home, packed stuff for my trip to Msia.
Met my cousin around 8. Then yeah, got car accident, wasted time, jam. Had Marrybrown! Super nice! I rmbr I like marrybrown alot when I was younger. Reached homeplace around 3plus. Fell asleep aftermath.
Now talking to Ahyuan fishball & Zen! :)
Stupid fishball keep scaring me only, tsk.
PS. Kinda miss Singapore already :(
Didn't go for work on Saturday cause I was not feeling well. Met Ahyuan under my house around 12plus. He superduper good! Drove over to fetch me over to Bq to get my money, and I accompanied him movie as he requested. He suppose to go for drinking, ha. Then yeah, slacked & chilled around. Bought tix for Body & Assassins. Not a bad movie! But too long already, 2hrs +. Sit till buttock pain. Ha, I wanna watch Fengyun!!! Maybe some other days. Heh. After movie, he sent me home & all. :)
Then rested awhile at home, packed stuff for my trip to Msia.
Met my cousin around 8. Then yeah, got car accident, wasted time, jam. Had Marrybrown! Super nice! I rmbr I like marrybrown alot when I was younger. Reached homeplace around 3plus. Fell asleep aftermath.
Now talking to Ahyuan fishball & Zen! :)
Stupid fishball keep scaring me only, tsk.
PS. Kinda miss Singapore already :(
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
So I changed to this:
Lol! Okay what not bad right. Claps ta me. ;DNeeeeway, didn't go for work today. Bet king gonna scream at me tmrw, and he's so gonna be disappointed with me. Cause I promised him that there wouldn't be any cropped up(s) but I'm one of the 4! Lol. Nigel say I should think of him when I'm getting scolded. Ha, ohwell. God bless.
Wasn't feeling well when I woke up today. Runny nose. Heaty all over. And nowadays my kidney kinda hurt. So I suppose I've been drinking too much lately. People tell me to be careful cause I might cough blood or cause internal bleeding if I continue to drink so much everyday. Arghhh!!! Touch wood!
'aight, shall call Mel now.
Oh ya, sist. Tell me when you gonna pierce. I wanna pierce back my piercings, hehe kinda itchy now! ;)
Monday, December 14, 2009
My sunday
Currently listening to Jaychou's new song, 画沙. Not bad, kinda cute.
Just finished talking to Bendan, who's going to be my boss next month, for almost 3hours! Talking about waitress stuff & how to improve Dolphin's management. Kinda shocked that he will call me cuz I thought he only know how to disturb me when I'm working. Ha. Quite a pleasant chat though :)
Met Melvin & Zhonglian juz now. Was so shocked that they came over and are already outside the house. So no choice, had to bathe. Slacked with them, & had my first meal of the day. Listening to them talking about those unglam stuff, tsktsk. Then they left.
So now I'm like quite stuck. Waiting for mel, seeing if he wants me to call him or not. Lol.
Just finished talking to Bendan, who's going to be my boss next month, for almost 3hours! Talking about waitress stuff & how to improve Dolphin's management. Kinda shocked that he will call me cuz I thought he only know how to disturb me when I'm working. Ha. Quite a pleasant chat though :)
Met Melvin & Zhonglian juz now. Was so shocked that they came over and are already outside the house. So no choice, had to bathe. Slacked with them, & had my first meal of the day. Listening to them talking about those unglam stuff, tsktsk. Then they left.
So now I'm like quite stuck. Waiting for mel, seeing if he wants me to call him or not. Lol.
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Bomberman!
Nice. King just threw a big big bomb to me! Please tell me he's just trying to scare me! :( I will die in a very ugly way if he's really throwing everything to me tonight. Like hello?!! It's saturday night! He just threw me to hell.
Argh! Stress.
But luckily my work is starting at 12am tonight.
I'm still thinking what to eat for tonight.
Fishball noodles from BK cafe? Cheese fries from VS? Chicken cutlet or Chicken wings from Golden cafe? Duck rice? Mac? Junk food?
I think I feel like eating Wanton soup + Chicken porridge leh! But boat quay don't have Wanton shop right?! :\
I rmbr I spent 1 hour thinking what to eat few days ago!
PS. Xiaobao said I grew fatterrrrr already!!!! :'(
Haiz. Sad.
Kinda miss the pig liver porridge in chinatown! Ha, random kbye.
Argh! Stress.
But luckily my work is starting at 12am tonight.
I'm still thinking what to eat for tonight.
Fishball noodles from BK cafe? Cheese fries from VS? Chicken cutlet or Chicken wings from Golden cafe? Duck rice? Mac? Junk food?
I think I feel like eating Wanton soup + Chicken porridge leh! But boat quay don't have Wanton shop right?! :\
I rmbr I spent 1 hour thinking what to eat few days ago!
PS. Xiaobao said I grew fatterrrrr already!!!! :'(
Haiz. Sad.
Kinda miss the pig liver porridge in chinatown! Ha, random kbye.
Cb fucking shuai.
The song is nice
+ the male lead is mother fucking cute and attractive!
I can listen to this song in pub continuously, ^^
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Mind games
I feel like the old-me is back omg so evil. But one thing for sure, You're so gonna regret if my guessing is right, pray hard yep! :)
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Work was pretty fine yesterday. Slack in fact. But some unhappy stuff happened, but managed to solve it after work. Melvin came down to Boatquay to pass me mac, thankyou sososo much :) I thought he was saying for fun uh, ha. Then Wilson came by too! Bought me lollipopy :) Heh.
Sherlyn's birthday tonight, and I can totally see that I'm going to be drunk t'night even though its not my birthday! Haha, ohwellllllllll.
I'm vvvv hungry now pouts :(
Shd I go ta sleep nowwwwwww? Or wait for that ass' phonecall? ha.
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1738pm.
Shit, my eyes are like closing now. Starting work at 9/10. Pouts.
Texted, played audition & talked on phone with Melvin since 8plus in the morning. Yeah, was feeling energetic but now I think I'm getting sleepy already argh.
I don't want to fall asleep like the other time below!!!! :@
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Work was pretty fine yesterday. Slack in fact. But some unhappy stuff happened, but managed to solve it after work. Melvin came down to Boatquay to pass me mac, thankyou sososo much :) I thought he was saying for fun uh, ha. Then Wilson came by too! Bought me lollipopy :) Heh.
Sherlyn's birthday tonight, and I can totally see that I'm going to be drunk t'night even though its not my birthday! Haha, ohwellllllllll.
I'm vvvv hungry now pouts :(
Shd I go ta sleep nowwwwwww? Or wait for that ass' phonecall? ha.
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1738pm.
Shit, my eyes are like closing now. Starting work at 9/10. Pouts.
Texted, played audition & talked on phone with Melvin since 8plus in the morning. Yeah, was feeling energetic but now I think I'm getting sleepy already argh.
I don't want to fall asleep like the other time below!!!! :@
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Loveeeeestruck!
I wanna go Lovestruck @ Butterfac tonight :(
& I think I'm having some mood swing thingy now.
1750: Ok maybe not.
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Going ta work later. Totally no heart to work anymore ever since the last incident. Lydia will be back though, to help out. Hopefully she can control the girls thr.
Cuz I'm tired already. Just wanna slack, ha. :)
Thinking of what I shd eat later at work. I've like eaten everything at Boatquay, lol! And my throat hasn't recover for months. I doubt I will stop coughing for a day.
Bored, super bored. Hopefully there'll be people I know coming to Dolphin tday so I can slack thr, ha.
Ok, guess I'm going ta get ready for work. And nua abit before gg down, bai.
& I think I'm having some mood swing thingy now.
1750: Ok maybe not.
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Going ta work later. Totally no heart to work anymore ever since the last incident. Lydia will be back though, to help out. Hopefully she can control the girls thr.
Cuz I'm tired already. Just wanna slack, ha. :)
Thinking of what I shd eat later at work. I've like eaten everything at Boatquay, lol! And my throat hasn't recover for months. I doubt I will stop coughing for a day.
Bored, super bored. Hopefully there'll be people I know coming to Dolphin tday so I can slack thr, ha.
Ok, guess I'm going ta get ready for work. And nua abit before gg down, bai.
Monday, December 7, 2009
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Sugar sweet
Work was rather fine yesterday.
And was surprised to see Ivan!! :)))))))))))))
My super duper senior in school. Ha, he was like with Dino and I couldn't recognise him! It has been really long since I've last saw him. I still rmbr when I kept running away from home in the past, he was the one who kept me in his house. Lmao! & I still rmbr we had Pizzahut delivery at his house, and watch him dota etc.
And he never fail to talk about my typical seconday school days. Like always :s
Stayed back w Andrew, King, Bendan & my Aiai, Pammy! :)
Was like chilling at pub with R&bs playing at the background. Andrew supperrrr high, keep grind me only. Lol!
Cabbed back around 8plus in the morning with Pammy. Bathed, teeveed & chatted with Melvin on phone till 12plus? And headed to bed after that :)
Oh, he just called, ha. Cyaz.
And was surprised to see Ivan!! :)))))))))))))
My super duper senior in school. Ha, he was like with Dino and I couldn't recognise him! It has been really long since I've last saw him. I still rmbr when I kept running away from home in the past, he was the one who kept me in his house. Lmao! & I still rmbr we had Pizzahut delivery at his house, and watch him dota etc.
And he never fail to talk about my typical seconday school days. Like always :s
Stayed back w Andrew, King, Bendan & my Aiai, Pammy! :)
Was like chilling at pub with R&bs playing at the background. Andrew supperrrr high, keep grind me only. Lol!
Cabbed back around 8plus in the morning with Pammy. Bathed, teeveed & chatted with Melvin on phone till 12plus? And headed to bed after that :)
Oh, he just called, ha. Cyaz.
Saturday, December 5, 2009
A healing heart
Saw mel's blog, idiot. Ha.
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Miraculously, I finished preparing for work in about 20mins yesterday! Haha, I usually take 1 hour.
So yup, mel called me and chit chatted while I'm on my way to work :) Reached there, and started ta play. Not a bad night though, but didn't have much r&bs playing to keep the atmosphere high. Ha.
Then Nigel came down after clubbing! :) He passed me a box of Eclipse. Hehe. As well as Javier! He came down like supperrrr last minute! And I didn't notice he was behind me all the while. Happy to see them both :):)
Nigel waited for me till my meeting is over cause he wanted to pass me stuff, & it was a big box of Strepsils cuz' he saw me coughing like mad while working. :)
After work, went to Kelvin's restaurant @ Bishan park with King, Andrew & Bendan for breakfast. Then Andrew & Bendan sent me home after that.
Andrew kept talking dirty w me! Ha, damn joke. Even the seafood shell w hair, he also can link to... hahaha!
Alrightz, nothing much ta update.
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Miraculously, I finished preparing for work in about 20mins yesterday! Haha, I usually take 1 hour.
So yup, mel called me and chit chatted while I'm on my way to work :) Reached there, and started ta play. Not a bad night though, but didn't have much r&bs playing to keep the atmosphere high. Ha.
Then Nigel came down after clubbing! :) He passed me a box of Eclipse. Hehe. As well as Javier! He came down like supperrrr last minute! And I didn't notice he was behind me all the while. Happy to see them both :):)
Nigel waited for me till my meeting is over cause he wanted to pass me stuff, & it was a big box of Strepsils cuz' he saw me coughing like mad while working. :)
After work, went to Kelvin's restaurant @ Bishan park with King, Andrew & Bendan for breakfast. Then Andrew & Bendan sent me home after that.
Andrew kept talking dirty w me! Ha, damn joke. Even the seafood shell w hair, he also can link to... hahaha!
Alrightz, nothing much ta update.
I'm quite happy now though :)
Friday, December 4, 2009
Melvin ♥ smelling my ass :)))))
Super super bored now! Thinking of what to wear for work later.
Friday night.
Gonna be a busy night again pouts.
My tummy kinda hurt now.
Friday night.
Gonna be a busy night again pouts.
My tummy kinda hurt now.
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
When I say I can, I will.
Luv you friend. :) ♥♥♥♥♥
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I'm not feeling good since I woke up just now. Feel like going drinking or do the usual stuff tonight. Sigh. Weird. Mixture of feelings. Goddamn it.
Oh ya I dreamt that I died twice in my dreams last night.
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I'm not feeling good since I woke up just now. Feel like going drinking or do the usual stuff tonight. Sigh. Weird. Mixture of feelings. Goddamn it.
Oh ya I dreamt that I died twice in my dreams last night.
Monday, November 30, 2009
Down
Suddenly everything came crushing down at the same time.
Relationship, friends, work..
I'm really tired already.
One after another.. wonder how I'm going to take all these up.
So after crying for an hour yesterday,
I thought it through and decided to choose the easiest way.
Numb myself towards everything :)
I've let go certain things already.
And yes, the feeling is quite good, really.
Its not heavy like what it is for the past few days.
I can breathe more smoothly now, ha-ha.
Oh well, let nature take its course.
PS: Thank you for the lovely 11months that we've gone through together. I've not regretted being with you all these while and its hard for us to come this far.
Though I always say break up and wouldn't turn back for the past 3-4 months, but I know I can't let go. But this time, I'm letting go because I'm tired. I surrender. I don't want to fall any deeper.
You should know the chances given to you is more than enough. Yet you still betrayed my trust, lied to me even I knew the truth and everything, and also cheated on me over and over again. My heart isn't made of metal, I can't possibly take such blows over and over again. You won't know how much it hurts when you got cheated and getting being lied to everytime. Though I really can't bear to let go, I still had to let go.
Someone told me something and I think it's very true: Going back to the relationship means you're giving the person another chance to hurt you again. I really agree very much to it. I don't have the energy to take all these up again..
But still, I think its worth all the while of ups and downs we had together. Through these incidents, it made me grow up alot too. Just rmbr what you've promised me, which is to change to a better person - not for me, not for others but for your own. It'll benefit you for your future relationships. And yup, you can always look up for me when you need someone or listening ear. And I know you will be there for me too. :)
& we might end up being together again in future. Well, leave it to fate :)
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Going over to Dolphin later.
Feel like burying myself with work.
So I won't think so much.
Yup, that's what I gonna do.
Shopping tml with love. Finally have ta time to meet her.
Gonna take a look at ipods too & get one this weekend? Heh.
Steamboat next with lovelys. (But I doubt ive the appetite ha)
Relationship, friends, work..
I'm really tired already.
One after another.. wonder how I'm going to take all these up.
So after crying for an hour yesterday,
I thought it through and decided to choose the easiest way.
Numb myself towards everything :)
I've let go certain things already.
And yes, the feeling is quite good, really.
Its not heavy like what it is for the past few days.
I can breathe more smoothly now, ha-ha.
Oh well, let nature take its course.
PS: Thank you for the lovely 11months that we've gone through together. I've not regretted being with you all these while and its hard for us to come this far.
Though I always say break up and wouldn't turn back for the past 3-4 months, but I know I can't let go. But this time, I'm letting go because I'm tired. I surrender. I don't want to fall any deeper.
You should know the chances given to you is more than enough. Yet you still betrayed my trust, lied to me even I knew the truth and everything, and also cheated on me over and over again. My heart isn't made of metal, I can't possibly take such blows over and over again. You won't know how much it hurts when you got cheated and getting being lied to everytime. Though I really can't bear to let go, I still had to let go.
Someone told me something and I think it's very true: Going back to the relationship means you're giving the person another chance to hurt you again. I really agree very much to it. I don't have the energy to take all these up again..
But still, I think its worth all the while of ups and downs we had together. Through these incidents, it made me grow up alot too. Just rmbr what you've promised me, which is to change to a better person - not for me, not for others but for your own. It'll benefit you for your future relationships. And yup, you can always look up for me when you need someone or listening ear. And I know you will be there for me too. :)
& we might end up being together again in future. Well, leave it to fate :)
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Going over to Dolphin later.
Feel like burying myself with work.
So I won't think so much.
Yup, that's what I gonna do.
Shopping tml with love. Finally have ta time to meet her.
Gonna take a look at ipods too & get one this weekend? Heh.
Steamboat next with lovelys. (But I doubt ive the appetite ha)
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Disappointed.
I gave up too many things for this job already.
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Met Sist & Daryl yesterday @ Amk.
Had fun with them, really.
And I realised how much I miss those real fun I had in school,
those time when we gathered to talk.
Very right.
Life in school, being a student is the best.
Meeting king & all later at his house for dinner ltr.
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Met Sist & Daryl yesterday @ Amk.
Had fun with them, really.
And I realised how much I miss those real fun I had in school,
those time when we gathered to talk.
Very right.
Life in school, being a student is the best.
Meeting king & all later at his house for dinner ltr.
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Friday, November 27, 2009
Faggot.
I hate it when people threaten me.
Recieved a couple of messages from this guy.
Yes, he was the one who stood by me,
when I needed a listening ear, or someone to be w me.
But now I just find it turn off to talk to him.
Maybe he's just a substitute, or smth else.
I don't know.
Bitchy me? Lol.
But still, he threatened to come down my workplace,
or my house to do some unfavorable things?
Oh well, just so disappointed to see this side of him.
But glad on the other hand.
It's just so scary to find someone who's like an angel all along,
to become a devil overnight.
Tsk.
Ohya, I've so called temporary quit or leave Dolphin
due to some personal reason.
I'm just like a failure, and letting everyone down
- can't do what I've promised.
I need a break maybe,
though I really would like to help king out.
I'm like a bastard now.
Sorry.
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Really hope shopping will make me feel better later. :)
Recieved a couple of messages from this guy.
Yes, he was the one who stood by me,
when I needed a listening ear, or someone to be w me.
But now I just find it turn off to talk to him.
Maybe he's just a substitute, or smth else.
I don't know.
Bitchy me? Lol.
But still, he threatened to come down my workplace,
or my house to do some unfavorable things?
Oh well, just so disappointed to see this side of him.
But glad on the other hand.
It's just so scary to find someone who's like an angel all along,
to become a devil overnight.
Tsk.
Ohya, I've so called temporary quit or leave Dolphin
due to some personal reason.
I'm just like a failure, and letting everyone down
- can't do what I've promised.
I need a break maybe,
though I really would like to help king out.
I'm like a bastard now.
Sorry.
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Really hope shopping will make me feel better later. :)
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Got me running
Have not gotten my ipod yet.
Cuz didn't had the time on Monday as Stephy was at my house.
Cabbed to meet Bob & Dy at Stgeorge,
like wow long since I've stepped into that area.
Went to have my curry chicken rice + yam ring,
yummy! :>
then cabbed to Boat quay,
help settle waitress stuffs & wait for king.
Got my pay and headed to Town while dy left.
Walked over to Cine, bought tix for 2012,
my long waited show! But wow I slept in the movie.
Wtfwtf. I only saw a few parts :(
But I must say the show is really v exciting.
Sigh, i wanna watch movies againnnn! K fat? :)
Just got my Liese bubble hair color dye + lens.
For the dye, you just have to mix the dyes,
and message into your hair wow.
Shall see if it works later, ^^
I wanna go shopping badly! :(
And I wanna try going shopping alone!
Ha.
a'ight, I shall stop here first!
Cuz didn't had the time on Monday as Stephy was at my house.
Cabbed to meet Bob & Dy at Stgeorge,
like wow long since I've stepped into that area.
Went to have my curry chicken rice + yam ring,
yummy! :>
then cabbed to Boat quay,
help settle waitress stuffs & wait for king.
Got my pay and headed to Town while dy left.
Walked over to Cine, bought tix for 2012,
my long waited show! But wow I slept in the movie.
Wtfwtf. I only saw a few parts :(
But I must say the show is really v exciting.
Sigh, i wanna watch movies againnnn! K fat? :)
Just got my Liese bubble hair color dye + lens.
For the dye, you just have to mix the dyes,
and message into your hair wow.
Shall see if it works later, ^^
I wanna go shopping badly! :(
And I wanna try going shopping alone!
Ha.
a'ight, I shall stop here first!
Monday, November 23, 2009
Happy monday!
Off day today yay.
Waiting for fat to buy our breakfast back.
& Imma getting ipod today :>
Or maybe other mp3/4, shall go see later!
And I'm craving for Yam ring as well as Curry chicken rice.
Poutspouts.
Saturday, steamboat outing? :):)
Gonna text all the sweethearts later!
PS: I wanna go malaysia, maybe w the girls?
Waiting for fat to buy our breakfast back.
& Imma getting ipod today :>
Or maybe other mp3/4, shall go see later!
And I'm craving for Yam ring as well as Curry chicken rice.
Poutspouts.
Saturday, steamboat outing? :):)
Gonna text all the sweethearts later!
PS: I wanna go malaysia, maybe w the girls?
11th.
Back ta blogger. What a fussy blogger I am, haha.
Alright, finally I'm able to have my own free time to tie up the loose ends for this week. Indeed a tiring week. Slept for like 3 hours, and heading to work daily. Falling asleep during work, falling asleep when the techno/r&b is blasting in your ears in the car etc. Can you imagine? Lol.
Have been meeting Tony & co with Stephanie this week, like almost everyday to their Serangoon house and hotel. Damn shag but still had fun :) But, I've decided to stop my bad habits alr. It's really tiring and I look really worn out :(
Just woke up after almost 15hours of sleep. 30 over miss calls, 30 over messages. Wow. But I'm lazy to reply, haha shall do so later. And had my ever first Mcspicy meal. Thanks fat for helping my call for delivery.
Happy birthday too.
Lovelove. :)
Gonna watch movies + shopping tml w him yay. Long since I added new clothes to my pathetic wardrobe!
Guess I shall end here, and blog shop hehe.
Oh ya wait, before I end off, drop me your link so I can link you over here! ;)
Alright, finally I'm able to have my own free time to tie up the loose ends for this week. Indeed a tiring week. Slept for like 3 hours, and heading to work daily. Falling asleep during work, falling asleep when the techno/r&b is blasting in your ears in the car etc. Can you imagine? Lol.
Have been meeting Tony & co with Stephanie this week, like almost everyday to their Serangoon house and hotel. Damn shag but still had fun :) But, I've decided to stop my bad habits alr. It's really tiring and I look really worn out :(
Just woke up after almost 15hours of sleep. 30 over miss calls, 30 over messages. Wow. But I'm lazy to reply, haha shall do so later. And had my ever first Mcspicy meal. Thanks fat for helping my call for delivery.
Happy birthday too.
Lovelove. :)
Gonna watch movies + shopping tml w him yay. Long since I added new clothes to my pathetic wardrobe!
Guess I shall end here, and blog shop hehe.
Oh ya wait, before I end off, drop me your link so I can link you over here! ;)
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